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Hello ! :D
Long time no blog once again ~
Exams are finally over, school "ended" for holidays but for us sec 3s, we still have bridging prog. However kinda excited for bridging prog cause we're gonna do loads of practical ^^ both bio and chem. Actually, im still hesitating if i should drop to combine science cause, the paper is like so freaking easy to score i dont even know how people can fail them :x sorry if offensive.

I can atleast get an A for combine im sure. But tuition teacher say i can pass at Sec3 very good le .
Failed Amaths and humanities. wtf. Ohh, Mrs Teo said if fail SS = no employers will want you. I wanted to ask her if i go be nurse i need SS is it ? Or vet, or researcher, i need memorize SS is it ? LOLOLOL ^^ But i did ask her what course in poly need SS one, and like eg i want take veterinary bioscience need SS ? She's like tio shock and say some courses need, you have to go find.. wtf im not taking like some history based researcher or smth right. She cant even tell me a course that needs SS.. -.-

WOOTS
Today's Hari Raya Haji holiday ! Practically wasted my whole day mapling ~ o.0 haha and doing whatever useless stuff like watching REVAMP on WeTv. It's a nice meaningful show though , made me cried a lot. Hahh, sometimes its good to relieve some stress by crying. It's not like illegal or anything.
-Listening to Give Your Heart a Break-
"The day i first met you, you told me "we'll never fall in love" . but now i that, i get you, i dont feel that was what it really was " - BABY IM NOT LIKE THE REST.

Haahahha .

Anyws, did my hair just now, in french braides from top of the head and it looks AWESOME OMG. hahaha dk if can wear this outside cause im pretty sure the back of the head is messyyy ~ Lalala supposed to be messy anyws. who cares, i like worh ^^ kakaka~kekeke~ Did a huge bun today and mum said " is that fake hair ? " i said no, and asked why . She answered " why your real hair so black one.?! " LOLOLOLOLOL HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAA :)

Abnormal?

I don't understand why I click well and better with non-elite students and friends and understand them easier than those of elite students. Perhaps because i've been through some of the worse classes in both primary school and secondary school?  
When I was Primary 3, i was in one of the last few classes , and looked down upon. But subsequently, I guess now i'm in a not-bad state in my class (: Proves that I can be either somewhat elite and non-elite. 
Hahhhh. Feel like i'm coming back to blogging. Hais, this little .. ! tablemate of mine making me to come back. Hahaha, but i like the feeling of coming back to blogging. (: Saying things and expressing what I usually can't say infront of others or on twitter. 
Haengbokanda. (:

BYEEE ^^

Can't believe.

Can't believe what I did today. Hahahah told a guy about my small secret. Really didn't imagine that I'll tell a guy about these things which I usually only do among my girl friends :) hahah, Lev ! If you're seeing this.. If. I DELETED THE IMPORTANT POST THAT YOU WANTED TO SEE HAHAHAAA ONLY FASHA KNOWS ! YAYYY ! ^^


Good day. Bye.

Awkwardness

Heylooo ~
School's going to start soon, again. Once again, we'll all be back to our seats and listen to class... yes. The Seat. I don't know why but i'm usually awkward around boys. Hah, maybe i don't look it ? , but yes i am, struggling to even talk. Sit beside confirm cannot don't talk right, especially group discussion. Only those that have the probability of me falling for him, i'll be awkward.
The most awkward thing is.. Our school uniform.
It sucks. SUCKBIGTIME.
Not that i'm a pervert of what, but i've seen other girls' tummy or you-know-what through the gaps of the buttons . When we sit or bend, the gaps naturally opens up and at a specific angle you can see inside...
Hais, thats why i keep pulling my shirt.. BECAUSE I HAVE THE RIGHT AS A GIRL, NO , AS A HUMAN TO PROTECT MYSELF. Haishhhh.
If i sit with girls, i dont even care cause we have same things. 

Anywayyyy ~ Sitting at that seat, not that i hate it and wanna change place, but i wanna switch place, with him. Atleast it's Fasha,  it's okay. ^^
Hais, even talking is awkward. Awkward with boys > awkward with protecting myself > awkward to talk > super freaking awkward when sitting together.
zzz
Anyway.. i just woke up, and did this post. Because i dreamt of him. Hahh, perhaps it's mah brain reminding me school's reopening  so the awkwardness shall be back. 

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Ohh, but no. I'm not having a crush on my pig tablemate even though i dreamt of him. Ok. byee ^^

Psst.

Hello !
Have been slacking quite a lot these few days. Watching dramas and sleeping. Throwing homework aside.
It kind of got me wondering why so many people are joining Twitter. And Fasha, yes, him. But who cares , 'cause what you said that time was right i guess. I have no feelings for him, just for that slight second of thought maybe. Haha, now , I found someone more cute and attractive than him.  Much better i guess. But also not like like him. Just the attractiveness caught my eyes. Hah, life's interesting. The feeling is good when you dont have anyone in mind, anyone you like. It frees me. haha , is there such word as "frees"..

#nowplaying Complete- Snsd

Dad just bought a new notebook for his use and my use. Sharing it since once im going polytechnic, i'll get another one. Not bad actually now that im using it, but the keyboard's so cramp and kind of not adapted to using notebook again since it has been a long time i used one.
Was shocked to see Bryankok,Mayor and idk who else at COMEX yesterday yesterday. Kind of terrified cause they look all so gangster.'\(._.)/`

Hands healing just fine ^^

Not shy to say, im really quite interested in make-up. Cosmetics and make-up, beauty products and hair-dos. Hahaa, say that im vain whatsoever. Im just really interested in them. How magical that a girl can doll up herself and look like another person, and complete different person. It's cool. How it can boost a person's self-esteem and confidence to present himself/herself to the world.
I've never really confide into anyone about my interest to make-up. Except my family knows. I do make-up on my mum when she goes for dinners, or special events, teach her about the application and crap like that. 'Cause she doesnt really know even though she says she does, and learnt them before.
For me, i learnt all of them from the internet, not only youtube but other video websites too. From professionals like Michelle Phan. I observe how she do her tutorials and learn about beauty tricks (although i never try them ). I just did a simple application of BB Cream on my sis today.
It's so much fun ! Plus, i really like dolling-up. Just that i dont want to act like im 19+ or like a woman when im only  young teen. I still want to remain like a chilish girl, and not act like a mature lady on the outside when the inside is like a 13 year old.
To be compared with others, im actually over, over mature.  Perhaps because of the family im in. :) im grateful though, for all the knowledge i learn from all these shortcomings. I've became more sensitive and considerate than who i actually should be. Reckless and wild. Haha.


Such a long post. But.. it's been a long time, so .. YUPS GOODBYE. <3 p="p">
p/s: The reed-hat guy on Chilwu the mighty on KBS WORLD , so freaking hot. omg. ^^

A post only dedicated for you.

Okay, I know like the title sounds alittle mushy and girlfriend-boyfriend kind but seriously hell no. It's for a lovely girlfriend of mine.

So yeah.
To this friend of mine,
I hope you'll know that I'll be always there for you. I mean of course i wont be able to be literally there for  you when you need me, but i'll be there in terms of mental support okay ? I know how it feels when you feel like there's no one there for you, because i've been through it. Except, boy-girl relationship cause i never had one. If it's family and money and stuff like that, tell me, just to share your worries. I might even be able to help.. maybe.. x)
Hahas, but anyways.. you still really don't know a lot about me.. mostly, my family. 
Anyways, you didnt tell me you've got a part-time job. ! Your job seems to be interesting! Makeup for it.. and play with kids probably ? Your job supposed to be a fun and happy thing, like cheering people up. Make other's life a little more happy. But infact.. you're like really emotional and sad inside. I don't like the you in your blog. You're always so happy-go-lucky when in school .. I didn't know you have a.. from what i see.. alittle not supportive family.. correct me if im wrong. Your sis. Ask her to do the stuff seriously. She has a life and YOU HAVE A LIFE TOO. Like hello ? You maid ah ?
And... I see that you want all of the knowledge in this world. No, you wont. Not everything is worth knowing. The world may become a worse place in your mind when you know it. It may change your opinion of everyone, become too cautious around everyone, afraid of the world, you may not thought about it.. change your character.. like.. WHAT IF YOU BECOME A TERRORIST ?! You'll kill me too ! Or nuclear bomb the whole world... T_T dontt...

Okay blog again next time.. my sis need to bring the com out le. hehe. BYESS. Cheerup babe. <3 font="font">

After so longg..

I'm probably back to blogging. All because of this little girl ^^ you know who you are. That'll be the only one reading this blog already , cos its dead like so freaking long. 

Recently, like the day before , I once again finally had the time to visit my favourite place, Changi Airport ! Went there to the viewing mall to shop around the gallery and i sat at the viewing gallery for a long time. Just watching the aeroplanes land , and reading a book that a friend reccomended. But hell yea, didnt manage to read much since I'm not fond of reading books. AT ALL. Hate reading. x.x

When I finally got up from the seat and begin to move on, i stopped and shopped at the "Street" designed like one, with all expensive artsy stuff there. Sooo pretty and elegant. But super expensive. Very scared that i'll knock one down. Haha. And here comes the forever-stalking-teenagers-or-non-adults staff.. DO I LOOK LIKE I WANNA STEAL? Like seriously, fuckoff . I'm happy enjoying looking at the art pieces and here you go stalking me. URGHH.

Haha, okay. THE END. ^^

Quotes learned from the artsy pieces :

If cats are able to talk, they will be purrrfect.

The more I see men, the more I admire dogs.

Recents of #imsiao

It's actually quite hard to get by, when the person you crushed on is from another class and you're not going to that class frequently. I kinda hate this feeling. It's such a faraway crush thing. No interaction whatsoever and that sucks.
I miss him so easily and so very often .
这种感觉好讨人厌。我有时会一直很想看到他但是我都每有机会去他班。。。
Best friend sits right beside him, 2by2 seating arrangement. And just nice she sit with him. I want to get many many many chance to go her class to fetch her instead, not only because I want to see him but also I don't like the feeling of being left out. Like they're always the ones coming to our class and we're forever delaying their time. I rather we take turns to go each others class and also know who are the friends they are making with.
I just hate it when only one person do their part and the rest just sits by and do nothing. I wanna fetch them from their class then to recess too.. I don't want them to always rush and come our class. Even when I insisted on fetching best friend, she just keeps insisting she'll be the one to come my class instead. I'm like not doing my part and I hate the feeling. Anyway I really want to have and get chances to see him more often as well. Can't concentrate in class.. And what I do is that I start to tell people I like him.
I'm siao. Yes , it's #yousiao ? On twitter. Kns. Can tweet about him also, got his classmates following me. Also I don't dare to add him on Facebook . Zzz. I cowarddddd! But I hope eventually we will become friends. :)
And yes, I HOPE FOR CHINESE PROJECTS AND TEACHER GROUPS US TOGETHER bwahahahahah ! Me evil evil !
Okay can, type so long le haha, but didn't use much time . Kay, goodbyeee ^^
<3

P/s: Urgh so jealous of gf get to sit with him ! But his class so many flirt plus chiobu confirm me no chance de hahaha LOL. Kay whatever what am I talking kns. Change class with gf ! Take her seat muhahahahaha , just joking .. :( will never happen . Only hope : Chinese lessons ^^