Awkwardness

Heylooo ~
School's going to start soon, again. Once again, we'll all be back to our seats and listen to class... yes. The Seat. I don't know why but i'm usually awkward around boys. Hah, maybe i don't look it ? , but yes i am, struggling to even talk. Sit beside confirm cannot don't talk right, especially group discussion. Only those that have the probability of me falling for him, i'll be awkward.
The most awkward thing is.. Our school uniform.
It sucks. SUCKBIGTIME.
Not that i'm a pervert of what, but i've seen other girls' tummy or you-know-what through the gaps of the buttons . When we sit or bend, the gaps naturally opens up and at a specific angle you can see inside...
Hais, thats why i keep pulling my shirt.. BECAUSE I HAVE THE RIGHT AS A GIRL, NO , AS A HUMAN TO PROTECT MYSELF. Haishhhh.
If i sit with girls, i dont even care cause we have same things. 

Anywayyyy ~ Sitting at that seat, not that i hate it and wanna change place, but i wanna switch place, with him. Atleast it's Fasha,  it's okay. ^^
Hais, even talking is awkward. Awkward with boys > awkward with protecting myself > awkward to talk > super freaking awkward when sitting together.
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Anyway.. i just woke up, and did this post. Because i dreamt of him. Hahh, perhaps it's mah brain reminding me school's reopening  so the awkwardness shall be back. 

Kumaowo. <: nbsp="nbsp">




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Ohh, but no. I'm not having a crush on my pig tablemate even though i dreamt of him. Ok. byee ^^