I don't understand why I click well and better with non-elite students and friends and understand them easier than those of elite students. Perhaps because i've been through some of the worse classes in both primary school and secondary school?
When I was Primary 3, i was in one of the last few classes , and looked down upon. But subsequently, I guess now i'm in a not-bad state in my class (: Proves that I can be either somewhat elite and non-elite.
Hahhhh. Feel like i'm coming back to blogging. Hais, this little .. ! tablemate of mine making me to come back. Hahaha, but i like the feeling of coming back to blogging. (: Saying things and expressing what I usually can't say infront of others or on twitter.
Haengbokanda. (:
BYEEE ^^
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
Can't believe.
Can't believe what I did today. Hahahah told a guy about my small secret. Really didn't imagine that I'll tell a guy about these things which I usually only do among my girl friends :) hahah, Lev ! If you're seeing this.. If. I DELETED THE IMPORTANT POST THAT YOU WANTED TO SEE HAHAHAAA ONLY FASHA KNOWS ! YAYYY ! ^^
Good day. Bye.
Good day. Bye.
Sunday, September 9, 2012
Awkwardness
Heylooo ~
School's going to start soon, again. Once again, we'll all be back to our seats and listen to class... yes. The Seat. I don't know why but i'm usually awkward around boys. Hah, maybe i don't look it ? , but yes i am, struggling to even talk. Sit beside confirm cannot don't talk right, especially group discussion. Only those that have the probability of me falling for him, i'll be awkward.
The most awkward thing is.. Our school uniform.
It sucks. SUCKBIGTIME.
Not that i'm a pervert of what, but i've seen other girls' tummy or you-know-what through the gaps of the buttons . When we sit or bend, the gaps naturally opens up and at a specific angle you can see inside...
Hais, thats why i keep pulling my shirt.. BECAUSE I HAVE THE RIGHT AS A GIRL, NO , AS A HUMAN TO PROTECT MYSELF. Haishhhh.
If i sit with girls, i dont even care cause we have same things.
Anywayyyy ~ Sitting at that seat, not that i hate it and wanna change place, but i wanna switch place, with him. Atleast it's Fasha, it's okay. ^^
Hais, even talking is awkward. Awkward with boys > awkward with protecting myself > awkward to talk > super freaking awkward when sitting together.
zzz
Anyway.. i just woke up, and did this post. Because i dreamt of him. Hahh, perhaps it's mah brain reminding me school's reopening so the awkwardness shall be back.
Kumaowo. <: nbsp="nbsp">
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Ohh, but no. I'm not having a crush on my pig tablemate even though i dreamt of him. Ok. byee ^^
School's going to start soon, again. Once again, we'll all be back to our seats and listen to class... yes. The Seat. I don't know why but i'm usually awkward around boys. Hah, maybe i don't look it ? , but yes i am, struggling to even talk. Sit beside confirm cannot don't talk right, especially group discussion. Only those that have the probability of me falling for him, i'll be awkward.
The most awkward thing is.. Our school uniform.
It sucks. SUCKBIGTIME.
Not that i'm a pervert of what, but i've seen other girls' tummy or you-know-what through the gaps of the buttons . When we sit or bend, the gaps naturally opens up and at a specific angle you can see inside...
Hais, thats why i keep pulling my shirt.. BECAUSE I HAVE THE RIGHT AS A GIRL, NO , AS A HUMAN TO PROTECT MYSELF. Haishhhh.
If i sit with girls, i dont even care cause we have same things.
Anywayyyy ~ Sitting at that seat, not that i hate it and wanna change place, but i wanna switch place, with him. Atleast it's Fasha, it's okay. ^^
Hais, even talking is awkward. Awkward with boys > awkward with protecting myself > awkward to talk > super freaking awkward when sitting together.
zzz
Anyway.. i just woke up, and did this post. Because i dreamt of him. Hahh, perhaps it's mah brain reminding me school's reopening so the awkwardness shall be back.
Kumaowo. <: nbsp="nbsp">
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Ohh, but no. I'm not having a crush on my pig tablemate even though i dreamt of him. Ok. byee ^^
Monday, September 3, 2012
Psst.
Hello !
Have been slacking quite a lot these few days. Watching dramas and sleeping. Throwing homework aside.
It kind of got me wondering why so many people are joining Twitter. And Fasha, yes, him. But who cares , 'cause what you said that time was right i guess. I have no feelings for him, just for that slight second of thought maybe. Haha, now , I found someone more cute and attractive than him. Much better i guess. But also not like like him. Just the attractiveness caught my eyes. Hah, life's interesting. The feeling is good when you dont have anyone in mind, anyone you like. It frees me. haha , is there such word as "frees"..
#nowplaying Complete- Snsd
Dad just bought a new notebook for his use and my use. Sharing it since once im going polytechnic, i'll get another one. Not bad actually now that im using it, but the keyboard's so cramp and kind of not adapted to using notebook again since it has been a long time i used one.
Was shocked to see Bryankok,Mayor and idk who else at COMEX yesterday yesterday. Kind of terrified cause they look all so gangster.'\(._.)/`
Hands healing just fine ^^
Not shy to say, im really quite interested in make-up. Cosmetics and make-up, beauty products and hair-dos. Hahaa, say that im vain whatsoever. Im just really interested in them. How magical that a girl can doll up herself and look like another person, and complete different person. It's cool. How it can boost a person's self-esteem and confidence to present himself/herself to the world.
I've never really confide into anyone about my interest to make-up. Except my family knows. I do make-up on my mum when she goes for dinners, or special events, teach her about the application and crap like that. 'Cause she doesnt really know even though she says she does, and learnt them before.
For me, i learnt all of them from the internet, not only youtube but other video websites too. From professionals like Michelle Phan. I observe how she do her tutorials and learn about beauty tricks (although i never try them ). I just did a simple application of BB Cream on my sis today.
It's so much fun ! Plus, i really like dolling-up. Just that i dont want to act like im 19+ or like a woman when im only young teen. I still want to remain like a chilish girl, and not act like a mature lady on the outside when the inside is like a 13 year old.
To be compared with others, im actually over, over mature. Perhaps because of the family im in. :) im grateful though, for all the knowledge i learn from all these shortcomings. I've became more sensitive and considerate than who i actually should be. Reckless and wild. Haha.
Such a long post. But.. it's been a long time, so .. YUPS GOODBYE. <3 p="p">
p/s: The reed-hat guy on Chilwu the mighty on KBS WORLD , so freaking hot. omg. ^^
Have been slacking quite a lot these few days. Watching dramas and sleeping. Throwing homework aside.
It kind of got me wondering why so many people are joining Twitter. And Fasha, yes, him. But who cares , 'cause what you said that time was right i guess. I have no feelings for him, just for that slight second of thought maybe. Haha, now , I found someone more cute and attractive than him. Much better i guess. But also not like like him. Just the attractiveness caught my eyes. Hah, life's interesting. The feeling is good when you dont have anyone in mind, anyone you like. It frees me. haha , is there such word as "frees"..
#nowplaying Complete- Snsd
Dad just bought a new notebook for his use and my use. Sharing it since once im going polytechnic, i'll get another one. Not bad actually now that im using it, but the keyboard's so cramp and kind of not adapted to using notebook again since it has been a long time i used one.
Was shocked to see Bryankok,Mayor and idk who else at COMEX yesterday yesterday. Kind of terrified cause they look all so gangster.'\(._.)/`
Hands healing just fine ^^
Not shy to say, im really quite interested in make-up. Cosmetics and make-up, beauty products and hair-dos. Hahaa, say that im vain whatsoever. Im just really interested in them. How magical that a girl can doll up herself and look like another person, and complete different person. It's cool. How it can boost a person's self-esteem and confidence to present himself/herself to the world.
I've never really confide into anyone about my interest to make-up. Except my family knows. I do make-up on my mum when she goes for dinners, or special events, teach her about the application and crap like that. 'Cause she doesnt really know even though she says she does, and learnt them before.
For me, i learnt all of them from the internet, not only youtube but other video websites too. From professionals like Michelle Phan. I observe how she do her tutorials and learn about beauty tricks (although i never try them ). I just did a simple application of BB Cream on my sis today.
It's so much fun ! Plus, i really like dolling-up. Just that i dont want to act like im 19+ or like a woman when im only young teen. I still want to remain like a chilish girl, and not act like a mature lady on the outside when the inside is like a 13 year old.
To be compared with others, im actually over, over mature. Perhaps because of the family im in. :) im grateful though, for all the knowledge i learn from all these shortcomings. I've became more sensitive and considerate than who i actually should be. Reckless and wild. Haha.
Such a long post. But.. it's been a long time, so .. YUPS GOODBYE. <3 p="p">
p/s: The reed-hat guy on Chilwu the mighty on KBS WORLD , so freaking hot. omg. ^^
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