Everyone has their own problems, I guess mine isn't the worst.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Hey, get this right.

Excuse me,
im not the first one who accused you but the first time i accused you isnt it?
how many times do you want to compare with how many times you accused me ?
everytime when he accuse you you also dont dare to fan kang right.
or else is you ownself fault then blames others first then seeing that you have no other roar to take then you admit its you who done it.
how would i know its not you this time?! you're always the own being like this.
you keep saying that i fight witth you, hey please..
YOU'RE THE ONE THAT FOUGHT WITH ME. I alr say nvm alr, you continue. continue and continue.
just because you're my elder that doesnt mean i can say anything.
i fan kang, you say i bully you, then you fan kang, can i say you bully me too?
excuse me, why are you acting all like these again ?!
I SAY ITS MY FAULT, I ACCUSED YOU, SORRY.
YOU SAY I SAID IT COS IM SARCASTIC.
THEN, okay lah?! not my fault lor !
=.=
stop being so wu zhi like how he say you were. i want to help you, ending up getting myself into trouble, slapping myself for 20 times because i wanted to protect you.
WHY AM I SO STUPID.

Wae friendship?

Why are things always going like this ?
Why can't things be the way we wanted?
I guess , we can't have an answer for this isnt it ?

Let me just use some letters for i want to protect my friend.
A - my friend
B - my friend's bestfriend
C - B's bestfriend.
D - Hates B .

One fine day,..
* RINGGGGG ! RINGGG ! * (recess)
A and i was all excited for recess and went for the canteen .
C saw me and asked
"later we sit with you all can?"
"ofcos ! sureee ! :D "

then while buying food with A ,
A said
" ltr B come and sit with us kays? :D"
" okay !, but just now C come and tell me le. "
" oh really, dkdk luhs "

and when we got back at our sit, B came and sit with us.
started talking to A about C and D.
I was like " HUH? "
after knowing all, they had a fight.
C came along with D and saw B.
B and company moved in a little so that C and D can sit tgt.
C &D walked away.
I was so confused. idk why it happened.
but anyway,.. main part.

2nd day:
A came to find me while i was buying drinks for lunch cos its cca after that.
she asked me to go to the toilet to find her, she had something to tell me.
After putting my drinks down, i went to find her.
She came out of the cubicle with red eyes.
I asked her what happened? what did you want to tell me?
She said
" D and C just now tell me.. that (sobs and tears forming ) B hates me. (tears fell) idk if its true anot .. (cries.) They said that B didnt care if i waited for her for a very long time, as she hates me from primary school. they said that B say the f word somemore ! idk what to do ... (continues to cry.)"
I gave a hug and told her not to worry. I let her go to the more privacy part of the toilet and the changing rooms there.
There, she cried infront of me, telling me that how she had trusted B and their friendships.
I was tearing too, worried.
I didnt want anything or either expected anything like this to happen again, not on my bestfriend. There she was, tearing infront of me yet i cant do anything for her. Im not good at comforting either. but giving suggestons and alittle of comfortinng that i know to her was what i could atleast do.
When we were talking, C and D came in and we heard their voices.
I quickly went up to atleast give a little more time for A to calm down and wipe her tears.
She kept telling me not to tell anyone.
C & D dispite me blocking them, went up to confront A, telling her not to friend B anymore since she hated her since pri sch. just acting that she friends A cos of her standards and all that.
I was there trying to sneak away with A cos i know, its a bad feeling for a person to be hearing the bad stuffs of her own bestfriend said about her. cos i went through all this before.
ITS JUST SAD ENOUGH TO SEE YOUR BEST FRIEND GETTING ALL SAD AND DISAPPOINTED.
WHY MUST PEOPLE DO THIS TO EACH OTHER, HURTING EACH OTHER. I CANT STAND IT . WE ARE ALL FRIENDS, CANT WE JUST TOLERATE SOMETIMES, HAVE SOME PRIDE AND DONT BREAK PEOPLE'S BEST FRIENDSHIPS OR WANTED FRIENDSHIPS RIGHT INFRONT OF THEM BECAUSE YOU AND OTHER PARTY FOUGHT? WHYYYYYYYYYY. WHY . WHY .WHY. YOU PEOPLE ARE JUST PEEPS WITHOUT A HEART, A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS.

now, B,C,D all got back tgt. and so, kicking A aside?
wae, wae friendships ? WAE.

Sadist?

Is calling a clip of a man being tear-ed into 2 half by a auto-open sliding door funny?
Is watching a alien being crushed by a disco ball while it's singing funny ?
Is seeing people cry funny?

I don't think it's funny.

One day,
my chinese teacher said that she was about to show us some funny clips
cos its post-exam activities alr right?
At first, i was all excited and all.
'Cos if you know me, im a hilarious person.
But, it turned out that i was the one screaming the loudest among the girls in the class after watching the scary and not funny AT ALL clip.
1st clip :
-a cleaner was trying to figure out a way to clean the auto-open-door.
-splashed the detergent bucket of water
- water landed on another man who was on his way and the door opened, so kena wet.
- furious, he punched the cleaner into a pulp and the cleaner was nose-bleeding.
(EVERYONE LAUGHED.)[ hahaha, very funny. -.-"]
then,
-the cleaner was pissed and he got himself a sticky thing to stick himself to the door when its closed.
- when the auto thing detected him, it tried to open.
-the cleaner could not keep the door closed and it opened.
- he was teared into 2 half.
(the video showed the flesh and all )

MY TEACHER WAS LAUGHING MADLY.
while i was there screaming.
after that, she left the video there without closing and the clip had the body there, disgusting.
I was freakingly screaming at her to close it or to at least minimise it so that i wont puke right infront of her, but she didnt bothered.
I was screaming there , at my place, at her.
Jainus tried all means to calm me down, but i was just too disgusted by her, AND THE CLIP.
Teacher came to me and company to hand out the holiday homework, so i thought she could hear what i was saying, so i screamed in her ear
" LAO SHI, NI KE BU KE YI QU GUAN DIAO NA GE VIDEO !!!!! "
and you know what, she was just there ignoring.
WAS SHE ACTUALLY ENJOYING LOOKING AT THE PIC? !
omg, im freaking out alr thinking of that pic.
I only calmed down when after Terry seeing cher so ignored and all, and maybe me freaking out so ridiculously , went to her desk and make it not show the pic but other not scary de.
OMFG., if its not for Terry , i would/might have really puked.
I was really there like " Glorrrr~~ !-puking soon- "

2nd clip:
[i was really careful this time ]
Watched a alien, not very cute but singing some english song[i forgot ;x]
then suddeny happilly, A DISCO BALL JUST DROPPED ON IT.
And it was crushed.
very funny indeed,huh.
bian tai ? o.0

3rd clip:
{idk abt the story but was freaking out when i saw a hand hanging on the door knob there and the guy who was in the clip was crying.}
WTF, funny ?! you call this funny.?
Oh, funny to my teacher though.

I SCREAMED FOR ALL CLIPS.
Then suddenly i realised, i was disgusted when i looked at my teacher.
She was like a sadist ?! >.+"

OMG. freaking out.

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Let's partyyyyy nowww!

Since last friday,
happiness of freedom from study has overcomed me ! :P
Exams are over and its time to partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ,now ! :DDDD

I want to do loads of shitass stuff like,
movies,
shopping,
facebook-ing,
go out with friends,
mapling,
BEAUTY SLEEPING !

Missed a lot of nights not sleeping early already, my eyes are all panda's !
Hate it. O.O
Looks like some kind of monster.
PANDA MONSTER. o.o
HAHAHAHAHA.
okay, not funny. =.="

I've been downloading maple(redl)for the longest time !
Its been 2days alr !
I'M LOSING MY PATIENCE.>:O
Hahs, Jael has been waiting for 2days too !
Cos' i had an ''appointment'' with her to play maple yesterday night, wait until now also cannot play.T__________T
Hais, hope she can wait somemore. :X

Changed my blogskin atlast ! WOOTS.
Back to blogger's.
I think its nice <3
GREEEEEN, so environmentally friendly :D
Hope you peeps like it too !

Tmr got tuition, unable to attend YingHui's birthday celebration with The Stalkers, sadly.
And hais, nvm. T___T

Anyw, have a good weekend peeps! <3