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Saturday, October 30, 2010

Wae friendship?

Why are things always going like this ?
Why can't things be the way we wanted?
I guess , we can't have an answer for this isnt it ?

Let me just use some letters for i want to protect my friend.
A - my friend
B - my friend's bestfriend
C - B's bestfriend.
D - Hates B .

One fine day,..
* RINGGGGG ! RINGGG ! * (recess)
A and i was all excited for recess and went for the canteen .
C saw me and asked
"later we sit with you all can?"
"ofcos ! sureee ! :D "

then while buying food with A ,
A said
" ltr B come and sit with us kays? :D"
" okay !, but just now C come and tell me le. "
" oh really, dkdk luhs "

and when we got back at our sit, B came and sit with us.
started talking to A about C and D.
I was like " HUH? "
after knowing all, they had a fight.
C came along with D and saw B.
B and company moved in a little so that C and D can sit tgt.
C &D walked away.
I was so confused. idk why it happened.
but anyway,.. main part.

2nd day:
A came to find me while i was buying drinks for lunch cos its cca after that.
she asked me to go to the toilet to find her, she had something to tell me.
After putting my drinks down, i went to find her.
She came out of the cubicle with red eyes.
I asked her what happened? what did you want to tell me?
She said
" D and C just now tell me.. that (sobs and tears forming ) B hates me. (tears fell) idk if its true anot .. (cries.) They said that B didnt care if i waited for her for a very long time, as she hates me from primary school. they said that B say the f word somemore ! idk what to do ... (continues to cry.)"
I gave a hug and told her not to worry. I let her go to the more privacy part of the toilet and the changing rooms there.
There, she cried infront of me, telling me that how she had trusted B and their friendships.
I was tearing too, worried.
I didnt want anything or either expected anything like this to happen again, not on my bestfriend. There she was, tearing infront of me yet i cant do anything for her. Im not good at comforting either. but giving suggestons and alittle of comfortinng that i know to her was what i could atleast do.
When we were talking, C and D came in and we heard their voices.
I quickly went up to atleast give a little more time for A to calm down and wipe her tears.
She kept telling me not to tell anyone.
C & D dispite me blocking them, went up to confront A, telling her not to friend B anymore since she hated her since pri sch. just acting that she friends A cos of her standards and all that.
I was there trying to sneak away with A cos i know, its a bad feeling for a person to be hearing the bad stuffs of her own bestfriend said about her. cos i went through all this before.
ITS JUST SAD ENOUGH TO SEE YOUR BEST FRIEND GETTING ALL SAD AND DISAPPOINTED.
WHY MUST PEOPLE DO THIS TO EACH OTHER, HURTING EACH OTHER. I CANT STAND IT . WE ARE ALL FRIENDS, CANT WE JUST TOLERATE SOMETIMES, HAVE SOME PRIDE AND DONT BREAK PEOPLE'S BEST FRIENDSHIPS OR WANTED FRIENDSHIPS RIGHT INFRONT OF THEM BECAUSE YOU AND OTHER PARTY FOUGHT? WHYYYYYYYYYY. WHY . WHY .WHY. YOU PEOPLE ARE JUST PEEPS WITHOUT A HEART, A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS.

now, B,C,D all got back tgt. and so, kicking A aside?
wae, wae friendships ? WAE.

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